Making choice

FUCK oFF...what am i doing now???
why everything goes like that???
Why cant i make a good choice???
Why I have to promise because of my promise had made before???
Why am I a Typical Chines???
Why I want to be a good girl then ruined the situation???
I HATE TO MAKE CHOICES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE I HAVE A SOFT HEART!!!!!!!
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!!
Who will know my fear???
Who will care what i really want for???
And now,I PISS OFF...
WHAT TO DO...NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!
WTH!
FUCK you GINNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU ARE STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!